It's August. Summer is passing like sand on a dune. Each day the dune shifts. Time is a precious commodity to me. My Divorce, not yet signed papers in hand, is finally...final. My passionate desire to write out my "life" as it was has now taken a different view. "The passing of time" heals all. How true. And now, where?
At times I wonder if I haven't got a bit o' dat "A.D.D.". Focusing on one thing at a time can be challenging. I've so much to do. Started a story about the "Tropical Gypsy", started a website for the World's most Unfamous Artist, I'm drawing a quizical look upon my face right now. This has got to stop!
'Nuf bitchin'. I started to write this blog to update everyone about the past few months and where it has brought me. And "danged if I don't have to believe Karma has been very interesting to me!" Some things REALLY do happen for a reason! My Divorce, it had to happen in order that I confront myself and RELY upon me. I must say however, I do have a group of wonderful and loving friends. A LOT OF THEM!! Thank you!! My children, too! Thank you for checking on yer ol' man!
What is very interesting is I feel more comfortable with myself. No fear of hurting someone's feelings, because they cannot accept, or refuse to discuss matters. Human life is a very delicate virus! We use speech to communiicate, we as tribes speak a common language, yet, things can sometime be misunderstood! How perplexing! And how amusing. Whatever, eh?!
To date, I and a group of friends have rallied to the cause of cleaning up our little town of Niles. This came about AFTER I moved into my apartment and for the first time ever noticed trash and litter adorning every sidewalk and in front of store shops. The worst was to find a daycare in downtown riddled with scrub trees growing around it and trash outside and inside their area. My reaction was, "WTF?!" Why doesn't somebody do something about this?" Thus was born, "Uptown the Downtown Gang". We cleaned it and continue to find areas in the city to be cleaned. And we will maintain theses areas. It's kinda neat to have a dedicated group of people who really care! I'm leaving this short for now. Until I get Internet service in my apartment, well, let's just say "it might BE A.D.D. !!!
nah!
1 comment:
I love that you are doing so well :)
I knew that you would be better for wear through it all. After all, the values you seem to be learning these days are things you ground into my head as a youngster...but then...I remember dreams I had when I was 6 months or so old, and I remember once, before I could talk even, having to shit sooooo bad! And you thought it would be funny to play "block Seth from getting through". I also remember pulling my pants down and shitting on the floor right in front of you for it! :D
Anyway,I have a decent long term memory (short term not so much *snickers*), and I am rambling about it.
In short, I lost your phone number. My call ID screen is screwed up right now, and I dont have it written down anywhere, so I just wanted to say Happy Birthday! I love you!
P.S. I am uber-easy to get ahold of! ;)
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