There are times when I can be sooo stoopid

When I write these blogs, it's in my own self-interest. I really don't care if anybody reads them. It's just my "internal therapy" session with myself. I rant, rave, complain, bitch, moan and most of it comes across as self-pity, which it may be, or it may not.
It is the mission plan, so to speak, of my upcoming show in Downtown Niles. And yes, it will be a helluva show! 30 years in the making.
I started to tell about my life, growing up, influences in my life through the friends through years. Somehow, I side tracked and went back to my droll complaining. A.D.D.??! I hope not. I am easily distracted. Was that a bird?!
So, I have something to say. In my writings I tend to forget the human element out there. I tend to allow my thoughts to become muddled. And through my rants and raves I have hurt someone Personally. I didn't mean to, but I was checked on it! And it hurt me as well, because in reality this person really has been working with me, for me and has tried to help me establish myself within the community. And so, I say, "My apologies". The written word can be sinister when not dictated properly.
Please forgive my comment.
This town of "ours" has potential. It has opportunity. It has people diligently trying and unfortunately (myself included) those whom speak against it sometime. From hereforth, I will do my best efforts to try to help this community while I am here. I do hope that I can establish myself here. And I know where and whom to turn to when I decide.
Niles is my home. Has been for 55 years. It's still a place where one can look across the street and wave to a friend, a merchant, or people just walking down sidewalks will smile and say, hello.
You just have to say to yourself, "yes, it's possible".